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friends only bitches!
i accidentally didnt post this publically..iam dumb lol
and i like this picture.
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[01 Jan 2006|05:06pm] |
i am so mad right now
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sorry
mk bye
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the past few days have been simply described as WONDERFUL.
lately ive been really happy and i havent complained and thats good.
i love my friends a lot a lot a lot a lot.
Swimming hasnt been a chore for me..cept those gay 1600s soon to be 1700s.
I really like someone and i dont care what other people think about it, cause well i dont.
I REALLy wish i were doing something besides sitting in my house right now tho.
I need to buy brian a present but i have no clue of what to get him. well actually..i sorta do.
I havent hung out with ashton in like a week.
I went to chuckie cheese today for chandlers party. Chelsea helped me watch all the kids it was fun.
Thursday and Friday were no school it was simply the best. Friday i saw king kong with tim, kelly, brian, and keely. It was fun.
Friday night i went to haley and caroline's bday party, i love them a lot!
Saturday was cool ..secret santa thing and then i christmas shopped cept that was just really stressful for me, long story.
I need to finish a ton of homework but im being super lazy which isnt good at all.
ok i g2g
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So id like to apoligize for my ULTRA EMOness in the last entry. well actually no i dont cause this is my journal! but thanks keely, caroline, and haley for being so nice and making me feel better. :) gotta love my girls. haha.
So thanksgiving i woke up super early for urban ministries with my swim team and chelsea and i got there around liiike 5:45 and sat with Tim, Caroline, Haley, and Brian and wrapped up silverware. The lady got mad cause we werent doing it right. It was a pretty boring job but it was easy so I didnt mind. Then Haley and i got chosen to go package up individual slices of pumpkin, and sweet potato pie. I had fun cause i like haley and she makes me laugh. Well we werent too good at it, we kept breaking slices. Then wed give the pies to mike and rogers and theyd go put them somewhere. Then we got moved outside (some of us) to put the food in all these places by where we were taking it. That job wasnt very fun cause Chrissy made me put the food in bags. After all of the jobs it was time to deliver but it took forever and so we all hung around talking. Haley and i sat in the back or rogers car talking to each other cause the boys were being really big divas. We left and went and talked with robert and other girls. I unbuttoned the fur from my coat and made it a tail and ran around..that got a few laughs..yes i felt cool. Well eventually everyone just kinda left and chelsea meg and i sat around talking. Chelseas dad came and got us later on. Went home and slept then got ready for my family to all come over.
IT was so LOUD. i had 4 cousins over, my older brother, his fiance, one of my cousins fiance, 2 aunts, 2 uncles, my grandpa, his girlfriend, and then my family(5 people) My brother was giving a "tour" of the house with my dad to everyone and they get to my room..well i was downstairs but according to my cousin Danny he saw the picture of brian and i and goes "Uncle Rob(my dad) is that meghans boyfriend?" My dad grunted extremely loud and goes "Im not sure but hes a good kid." Well they all come downstairs and i get nonstop questions..i was like he's not my boyfriend and then everyone would go "ohh just your boyfriend from last week?" so i played along and was like "yeah" they all laughed and go "how is he not your boyfriend?" i was like "because we arent going out." for some reason none of them believed me and bothered me all night about it. Every year when our family gets together somehow someone makes fun of me then i become the butt of all the jokes. 2 years ago i think it was my uncle telling everyone i kept farting..which i never did. Another year it was something about me being a stripper or something. Fun i know.
Well the food was good other than that. haha. i mean it wasnt terrible but it gets awkward at family gatherings because i never see my family so i never know what to talk about with them..its always "oh hows schoool?" "where do u wanna go to college?" "do you still swim?" and so on.
After everyone left i called ashton to see if she wanted to go see harry potter with my sister and kassie. Ashton invited me over instead cause she wasnt allowed to leave the house since her cousins were over. I came over and ate their food, laughed a ton, and then just watched tv and stuff with ashton. We had fun:)
This morning was wonderful, i slept in till 10 skipping morning practice..OH oh OH rebel! Then just was lazy all day, im still sick and i have a fever which sucks. I think my moms taking me to the doctor to get like antibiotics or something. Well then i had to go to px this afternoon but we did stations so it wasnt bad..even though i suck at THE CORD! keelys good at it..im jealous of her mad beasting skills. I did this set of 6 200's on the 3:30 which is a really easy interval..but we had to go all of them within 15 seconds of our best time this season, i did really well (i did backstroke) and kevin actually told me good job and encouraged me through out the set so i was happy for myself. Hahah sorry im like telling all the details of my LIFE.
Well tonight was gonna go c a movie with my girl chels but plans didnt work out, then i was gonna go out to dinner with my swimming girls..but my parents werent home sooo i had no ride :( so now im stuck home being bored with chandler. fun stuff i know. k well im gonna go to find food somewheres around here.
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Hey, so I havent written in here in FOREVER. But im feeling really down lately and this seemed like the best place to vent. Gay i know.
I cant stand this anymore. Nothing EVER works out for me. I hate liking someone and feeling like im giving my all and getting nothing..or getting what i feel like isnt anything. I hate being the one who becomes attached and who likes the person sooo much but they dont care. I hate being the one who is always hurt. How can i still like someone even though they dont want to be in a relationship? Why cant i give up? This is the first time where if ive been hurt i still dont wanna give up..OR get over the person. Why cant i? Ive done it plenty of times before. Why cant i like someone else, or completely just get over it? Im afraid that im waiting on nothing. I dont wanna be the girl that is just there to wait around in case things dont work out with other people. But for some reason im pulled in and i feel like moving on isnt the best thing to do. For the past month now ive tried to get over the WHOLE situation but i cant. I really dont think ive ever liked someone like this. Im constantly getting hurt but i dont even seem to realize it isnt worth it anymore. I hate it. I say im over it but im not. Ill tell you ive moved on, but i havent. I need something, someone, just anything to get me out of this.
i hate this so much right now.
i dont think ive ever felt like this before and it sucks.
sucks.
a lot.
now go laugh out how stupid this all sounds.
happy thanksgiving.
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wow ok so i never update this thing.
i should.
i feel bad for my little journal. ive devoted my life to myspace instead of it.
haha. well ok i havent "devoted" my life to myspace. but this is nice updating this thing.
school is better than i expected. although ashton and i have no classes we still hang out all the time. :). some people suck at school but then there are others who i have a good time with. normal i guess? yeah.
swimmings going good..considering real practices havent started. i think real ones start next week(real as in..actually swimming more than 25's at a time) darn. haha. cept dryland sucks so yeah.
ive learned that either wow im a bitch, or wow im way to nice.
i need to stop being nice and always saying yes. but i also need to stop gossiping.
haha. i cant help it!
today was really fun. ashton, chels, and i went to southpoint! i got my homecoming dress!! BLAH. its from bebe. i love it. be jealous. haha jk! ASHTON AND CHELSEA BOTH GOT GORGEOUS DRESSES! but i love them they are fun. i dont have a homecoming date yet..that kinda sucks. i feel like a loser cause i dont have one..its oct.8 and thats not far away. i need to get one. gaaah.
ok well this was a complete waste of an entry!
uh yeah byes.
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[15 Aug 2005|10:24pm] |
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.
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wow where to start?? first off the trip was AWESOME! SWEET! CHRONIC! haha all my words to describe it.
soo ill just upload my pics to webshots so you guys can see for urselfs ;)haha
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lEAving FoR FlORiDa TomOrrOW! (wiTh cHelSea RaWsOn!)
iLL bE HOmE mONdaY NigHT!!!!!
love you all!!<333
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today suckED.
i woke up hearing kassie and haley talking..getting ready to go to xc.
i hate running i dont know how they do it. im really not terrible at
it but i just hate it. im so lazy. yeah i swim..but running you have
to get all hot and gross and smelly. i hate it. haley was all "you
should do it" but even if i wanted too i have NO time! SWIMMING.
but im not complaining. swimmings like..a way of life i mean w/o
it id be fat so yeah! haha.
anyways then i spent the whole day in the house until work.
work was boring..again. more annoying boys came they seriously
live at the pool i think. they are all one year younger than me and were like
are you gonna beat us up cause we are freshmen when you see us at school? i was like
uhh YEAH! they were like "NOOOOOO" haha.
i wanna get my paycheck..i have a good idea that its gonna be pretty nice because ive worked every single day for the past two weeks! yaaaaaaaay!!
so florida is friday! do you know how excited i am? well very! chelsea and i are gonna go mad...seriously.
well im kinda bored with this journal thing.
so byes.
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hey guys well i havent updated in a few days so i decided to tell you guys all about whats happened within my boring little life.
ive been really bored lately. its as if i have no friends...haha. ACTUALLY i do have friends its just they all decided to be gone the same week! i didnt get the memo i guess?
I hope ashtons all right she and her family i love them..they are like my second family. But her grandma is in the hospital so pray for them! :)
I went with my dad to this place called "tweeters" it has like a lot of audio (tvs, steros, ipods) stuff there. We got a big screen..its pretty sweet! Then i went to steak and shake..then to cvs to get all this hair stuff..well i saw something called "out of bed look" so i got that too..only i didnt read the back that says for short to medium haired people..and if you havent noticed thats not me! so tried the stuff in my hair and its just a big mess...maybe ill c if haley wants it?
the stupid itunes wont let me download songs. GR. so haleys letting me put some cds onto my ipod. She has all these cds kassie gave her so they are good and im excited.
I really need to go jean shopping..and bra shopping! (im sure you need 2 know) so hopefully mom will take me before i leave for florida.
SCHOOL IS SO SOON! AHHHHHHHHHH. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! i cant.
5 more days and then ill be heading to flordia with miss.chelsea rawson! I CANT WAIT!!!
OK WELLL..thats all for now<3 you guys!
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hey losers. yeah thats right..YOU. i mean if you are reading this..u obviously have NO LIFE! jk. jk. :)
basically this week has sucked. EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT ASHTON AND I HUNG OUT TWO DAYS IN A ROW!! oh yes! IM SO GLAD..WE LIVE LIKE SOOOOOOOOOO CLOSE! its awesome. we like walk to each others houses. even though we hate walking.
buuut work sucks. i hate sitting in the hot sun dealing with the annoying boys that come to the pool every single DAY. do they have a life? like seriously! i mean everyday they come , play tennis, go in the pool, play tennis, eat, pool, tennis, pool..then leave! all they do in the pool is look for something to do that will piss all the lifeguards off.
I CANT WAIT FOR FLORIDA!! next weekend is going to absolutley rock with CHELSEA RAWSON!!! i can not waaaaait!!!
oh and the other day i ordered some new clothes from my FAV. store in the world!! i dont think ill be buying stuff from abercrombie and hollister anymore (unless i cant help but buy it) but really..EVERYONE HAS THE STUFF!! its not worth buying shirts for 30 dollars just to advertise for them. seriously. i mean i may try some of their jeans on because haley told me abercrombies fit really well..but other than that. NO. which reminds me i need to go jean shopping soon. ugh.
i dont wanna go back to school. this sucks.
byes.<3
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the past few days have been kinda boring i must say.
its that time of summer "junior olypmics!" aka.."jo's"..the time when coach starts taper and everyone gets "Serious"..or "lazy"
yeah. well they started on thursday but that was only the 800 so of course i wasnt in that! THANK GOD. friday i didnt swim anything..because yeah. but i had to come to finals for a relay..which i ended up not swimming because of delays and kevin decided to be nice and say we could scratch it. YAY. today i had 100 back and 50 free. Got there..kevin wasnt there...dun dun dun..but sam was. yeah i dont exactly like him pushing me to get in the water for warm up because last time he made me mad and i hit him and he got all pissed. "YOU BETTER BE GLAD YOUR NOT MY SISTER!" haha ellison that was so funny. so then my mom bought me a fastskin! I WAS SO HAPPPPPY!!! :) warm ups kinda sucked..what can you do about it? they always do. Some team poured gatorade in all our chairs..mike said hed go and put honey in their tent because then all the bees that were swarming around us would like go all over their tent. hahaa. I stayed basically the same in my events today. I really wanted to make it back for 100 back..emily and alex were like telling me what to do and being really helpful and encouraging. thanks guys:) (i love my team) but unfortunatley i didnt make it back. i of course stayed the same. oh well. One of the highlights of my day had to have been myles oliver singing backstreet boys "OMG WE'RE BACK AGAIN!" haha..wow. i did a belly flop in the warm down area..very niiice.
well tomorrow i have to swim 200 back and 100 free. 200 backs my best even..im nervous about it...i really wanna do well.
guess what? after tomorrow..no swimming for like 2 weeks! oh shocking! caroline and idecided for the swim kids that a party will be held at her house to celebrate..cant get in unless you bring food, JUNK FOOD that is. :)
also caroline and i hate slutty girls at swim meets! hahaha.
:)
byyyyes.
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FILL THIS OUT Anonymously!
o01. [Tell me a secret.]
o02. [Give me a compliment.]
o03. [Say something bad about me.]
o04. [Write me a love note.]
o05. [Lyrics from a song that reminds you of me.]
o06. [How old are you?]
o07. [How long have we been friends?]
o08. [How well do we know each other?]
o09. [Give me a hint, so I can try to figure out who you are.]
o10. [Anything else you'd like to say to me?]
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[21 Jul 2005|08:32pm] |
so im updating...like a good update for you guys because i have failed to do so.
this summer seems like its going by quicker and quicker..NOOO! Ellison and i were talking and we were like NOOO swimming is almost over for the summer! I LOVE LONG COURSE...even though its ridiculously early practices it seems like we all talk more or something..and well im better at long course. :) yup..dude im gonna like get so out of shape in august for our month off!
I really need to start summer reading..yes thats right i havent started. OOOPS. im too busy reading harry potter right now..and i havent had time to really read it because ive been like gone..(swimming) or sleeping.
i feel like doing a really good survey..but icant find any. NOBODY is online! u guys SUCK! jk.
sorry this was boring/ NOT funny. oh well.
<3
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[19 Jul 2005|10:43am] |
i decided to update this for all you livejournal readers out there who dont read my xanga.
basically im in my really sweet..wait no CHRONIC new house! (chronic is in place of sweet..ellison and i made it up)
i live really close to ashton so we should probably be hanging out soon..i havent seen her in like 2 months!! ahhhh!
this summer..mostly ive swam, lifeguarded, swam, swam..oh yeah..and hang out with..SWIMMING friends.
pretty CHRONIC. wow.
i know im cool. ANYWAYS. i went to new york with my swim team..i had AN AWESOME time!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously i love my swim team so much they are like all my best friends...uhh well ok not all of them. i mean their are a select few...very select who i cannot STAND. but i do stand them..because they are still alive right? ok now i just sound stupid. but i cant finish updating because i have to go help my mom.
OK BEBACK TO UPDATE THE REST LATER! <33
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YAY FIRST UPDATE IN LIIIKE 2 MONTHS!! we are moving into our house right now..and got cable yesterday..im so excited i LOOOVE my new house! we cant actually sleep here till monday though because of the gay inspector..but we are moving stuff in here so its pretty sweet!
so this summer so far has been AWESOME! new york def. being the highlight..i love my swim team :) easterns was also AWESOME. i did really well so im pretty excited about that. i got some JO cuts! which like only swimming people know what that is but ya know. ive also been lifeguarding which is extremely boring but hey its money.
anyways i might go update my xanga..cause i like that better.
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[30 May 2005|09:51pm] |
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unless i do some updating at other peoples houses
i will say again
for the NEXT freakin month
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CALL MEEEEEEE!
life without phones, or cable is going to suck times a lot.
ahhhhhhhh what ever will i do?!
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